Showing posts with label karma. Show all posts
Showing posts with label karma. Show all posts

Thursday, May 20, 2010

a bad quarter of an hour


I was on Primary 2 level. 2C class. religion subject.
I and 3 other mates were debating a question, which was actually a stupid debate for now to think, because our answers are one hun..-okay 99%- the same.
The class was such a noise that the teacher started to be sosososo mad. unlucky of me, I was being a busy-body, kept talking, eh debating.

She came to my desk, picked up a wastepaper from the floor, and inserted it in my mouth.
I don't dare to say I was not guilty. I was because I kept talking. But hey, isn't that too rude for a 2nd Primary grader? Even if you did that to the current 3rd JHS me, it would still hurt. Moreover you were a religion teacher.

Somehow it affected my life years after. Some of my ex-classmates have never forgot and maybe.. will never. I just act like I never remember when they deliberately remind me of that.
I could tell my friends anything but never this, until we were asked to tell strange experiences of us at my English course just now. By the time I finished the speaking - though with some tears, I thought.. I'd finally got over it. I actually had much more to say to them but I couldn't stand the tears.

Like what I blogged before, "Let bygones be bygones", the same words were also uttered by Ms. Widya, my English teacher.


P.S. this really is the worst memory to remember from the first 10 years of my life.



Tuesday, February 16, 2010

whatta day !

we set out to Siang San Shi temple, Berastagi at 6.30 in the morning and went back at 8.30. 14 hours not 2, all right? :)
had 5 sessions of worshipping Buddhas, yes, 5. not as easy as you may think. it's not like just keep reading Buddhas' names, the hardest part is that you need to stand-and-kneel. still easy? try it 350 times. oh, even more.
i was about to give up when i saw them in their late 40s or 50s who persisted on their stand-and-kneel pose, i was touched, and at the same time ashamed for having the thought of giving up.
it is said that the ritual, which is held on the third day of Lunar New year, will help us to get rid of bad karmas we had made the previous year. if your legs are painful after the prostration, it means you've done many bad things through the year.
i tell you,
MY LEGS HAD BEEN IN VERY MUCH PAIN even before the 4th session started. SIGH. hard to belive but it's the truth. i was being too mean and disrespectful and what else? too much to be mentioned. aish


and oh im in dilema. mom plans to visit a friend's house with me and bro while my friends are asking me whether i will join them for Lightning Thief or not. i wanna watch the movie sooo badly ! :( let's see then. here is a snapshot of it.
looks like a freak movie? hhahahahahha. idk. quite lazy to search for more.

P.S wont sleep well tonight, and tomorrow? im gonna be paralyzed for 1 or even 2 days.